I Need Help with Love because i cant forget about this girl i love more than anything?

Me and my girlfriend were talking on the phone the night before i had to leave back to boarding school, were talking about getting married and stuff like that. She asked me when she will meet my parents, I told her we might need to hold off on that because i thought i wasn't allowed to date, I am indian btw, and especially not a white girl. Then after a while of talking about that i told her that she asked me if my parents will like her, i told her probaly not b.c she is white (I was being an idiot i know). I told her they would probaly stop talking to me and shun me if we got married. I don't know if thats true but its highly unlikely. Then i told her I was going to be a navy fighter pilot and i might be gone for 6 months and then back for 6 months. So after that night i had to go back to boarding school and i tried texting her for a week, our phones were screwing up so she couldn't get my texts and i couldn't get hers sometimes. I missed her so much that my stomach was in real pain. Finally after a week she said that she could barely live without me for a week, how could she live without me for 6 months and she said she would have to raise the kids alone and it would be like they don't have a father and she wont have the money to raise them and she would be worried about me. And she said that when we are married she wants both sides of our families having fun and a good time. She would feel so bad if she tore me away from them for ever. She said it probaly wont work out BOth of these things wouldn't have happened most likely. My parents would want to see me with someone i am happy with, i just realized that though. And i probaly cant be a fighter pilot b.c i have bad eyes and lasik eye surgery disqualifies you and you have to be in the top 2 in your cl to be one. I told her i talked to my parents and i think they said i couldn't date( I really didn't) and i told her im looking into other jobs in the navy. She said she wants to meet my parents and see how they are and also how it would be like to know them than if all goes well than she would be with me. I thought she didn't love me and stuff and i wanted to forget about all this so i told her it was a lie. She got so mad at me that she wanted me to leave her alone and she said she would come to me if she wants to talk. Its been 5 days now and i miss talking to her, i regret telling all those things to her that night. I am probaly allowed to date now b.c im older and things. I didn't know that, that night. I didn't really lie to her, i just umed things. I thought if i told her i lied then she would forgive me and we could forget about this, but it just go worse. Her face book status says "I hate Liers" I am so mad at my self and i texted her so many times saying how sorry i was. i truly do love her more than anything in the world. I want her back so bad, but it seems like i lost her forever. I don't even know if she loves me. What do i do? I feel like she is the one and i cant stop thinking about her. We have known each other for 4 years and she loved me all 4 years but how can she suddenly stop loving me after dating for a week? I just want to fix this and get back together with her. How can i do that?